Last year, there was a strong typhoon hit Hong Kong , it was so windy that there was a big tree collapsed near where I lived.

The sounds of the wind were so loud,  I could not sleep well that night. I can’t denied, I was scared.

Beautiful trees and plants were destroyed, and I wished I have the magic to heal, to bring them back to life. Especially, the beautiful tree.

I didn’t have much hope on many things that time. They were all damaged, I just hoped to make memories before they were all gone.

I told myself, I only wanted to make photographs of you before your beauty faded away. You were so fragile, I wanted to protect you from being hurt again, but I could not help myself but to let you go.

Today, I passed by the big tree that was collapsed, and I saw green plants started to grow from the tree. My eyes were filled with tears, and I texted my model, Dasha, about this beautiful news. The tree has lived a great life, it lost its charm and now it bought new things into life. 

Red and yellow
bright neon, so close to white
so emotional so extreme
is like the whole sky burn on fire
i want to pour the sea to make you feel more calm
too bad you like the wave misbehave 
but I can’t stop
my heart and soul are burning at the same time
the parts have burned turned black
you can see 
you can see really

I let it be, I let it be free
free from fire free from the disaster

pink red purple green blue …
any colors you can imagine 
I want to have it all
the blooming flowers in my balcony
the flowers in the vase on the dinning table
they are the only thing that make me feel better 
that keeps me away from blue